Struggle...

5th May 1997..left from Jeddah (KSA) for INDIA with the exit-re-entry of nine months which gave me the confidence that yes after nine months surely I ' ll be going back..but now it has been nine years.This goes to say that u plan somethings but destiny has something else in store for u.I cud have never even in my wildest dream imagine that I cud stay in India contineously for so long...but here I'm.still struggling to go back...But today theres another struggle going between my heart and mind ...DO I REALLY WANT TO GO BACK?...what is it that I'm going to miss and what was it that I ' ve been missing...